Bummed

So ok our days havent been going to hot lately. Not sure whats eating at Izac. Its deffinatly been rough on me. He has had major meltdowns everyday this week. It breaks my heart. I talked to his OT today in hopes that she would have new ideas for me or advice. Unfortuantly she thinks something has triggered this,the possiblity that hes not feeling well or just something thats been out of the ordinary. I cant think of anything out of the ordinary. Who knows,its hard to say whats going on in an SPD childs head. No matter what I'll still love him and keep trying to show him that. Although sometimes it is hard. So its just a waiting game as usual. Hopefuly within the next week he will have his refferal in to see a specialist. She will be able to get a complete diagnosis. I don't know if will help the situation but at least it will give me some peace of mind.

poor baby!!

On the other hand Phinny is dealing with this as well. Bless his heart he is a trooper. He gets so much of Izac's frustration and anger. I hate it for him. He is such a sweet loving little guy,I just pray he stays that way. I know Izac feels bad about doing things that arent appropriate because after the fact he will be upset and say "mommy wanna be nice!"

And he can be!